You... it's you bitch.

While sitting in the car, heading back to my apartment.

Images appeared, the flash back of those sweet memories.

I really missed the felling of falling in love again.

This year would be the 4th year... of being alone.

Would you be the one that would make me coming out to my family?

Would you be the pride of my life? the bride to my soul?

I don't know how long I could wait...

It's easy to fall in love but hard to maintain a relationship.

Always telling myself, it's okay to wait...

it's okay to miss this opportunity, there're plenty out there.

But I kept chopping the trees out there instead of looking for it.

Tonight, I'm feeling so blue...

How come people had the courage to initiate a relationship?

Why am i being such a coward?

I wish I could muthafucking telling you i fucking missing you 24-7!

I wish I could tell you I fucking needing you!

Shall i keep on or move on? I'm confused.

I shouldn't talk like a loser cuz I've got nothing to lose!