What had I done?

I've to blog this out because it's been triggering to my mind for quite a while. I'm a sensitively insensitive kinda person. Or I can explain it here, I'm pretty sensitive emotionally but less alert to what happens around me (to make it short, I don't understand GIRLS at ALL). Pardon me, sometimes I've no fucking idea what I had done. I might had done something that makes people feel uncomfortable but I swear I must have done it unintentionally.

Please alert me in a correct way. However this time, I don't think I've done something incredible unforgivable. And I don't see the point why it has to be like this especially when we're merely friends. I felt that this drama only happens to couples! We're just friends! why must a friend of mine telling me she dislikes me being this way or that way? I just forgot to excuse myself before I talk or I go to the loo? Seriously I have no fucking idea. It's not even a big deal.

At least I do not angry or ignore people for no reason right? This was what happened to me when a friend I truly appreciated treated me this way. C'mon, I thought this was pretty sad, sad as in a pathetic way. After this incident, I felt so insecure of meeting a new friend. Or... maybe we just didn't know each other well. OR... I don't know what's going on, even now I got no fucking idea and I'm care less for this cuz I've so many work to do, I really have no time to entertain this kinda shit.

Sometimes I didn't even understand that I knew you'd be treating me this way but I still entertain and apologized to you. However when I think back what's going on, I don't think I've done something very very very wrong. It's not even close to a 'mistake'. Please, get me outta this fucking drama world, I had enough. Duhh!!!

p/s: i don't own a fucking right for this pic, just use it for entertainment/educational purposes.