Would you marry me?

Sometimes I wondered whether I'd have the chance to say that to whom I love.

It seems impossible due to the failure from the previous relationships.

I had this thought after attending my ex colleague's wedding dinner.

I saw happiness, love does bring happiness but how come it didn't happen to mine?

Why is my love fulfilling with pains and heartbreaks?

Was it me causing those pains into the relationship? or they didn't actually belong to me.

I hope God saves the best for the last for me, I wouldn't mind waiting...

Since I've been waiting for more than 3 years to find someone to be mine.

Some people think marriages are troublesome, too much of commitment or

... it's just a black&white / acknowledgement.

To me, it's just plain beauty, a celebration to celebrate your love and share with the close ones.

Will I have such chance to propose to someone I love? and spend the rest of my life with her?

Will I be able to bend down my knee, hold her hand and put a ring to her ring finger.

Will I be seeing her tearing for joyfulness and reply "I do"?

I wonder who is she, where is she and what is she doing now.

Is she someone I already known or someone I have yet to know.

Will it only just a dream? I don't know...

However I would do whatever it takes to make my dreams come true.