"I now pronounce you husband and wife..."

One afternoon on last year's December, she was acting weirdly with asking those questions about my sexuality, since when I realized about my preference and did i get acceptance from my family? We shared our experiences :) She was so weird that day cuz she seemed serious during our conversation. As far as i know, she's not like this... she's a crazy outgoing girl.

Then we went to Finnegan's to have some drinks, she looked at me and told me she had something to tell me. I tried to pay attention to her, looking at her and she told me "annie... I'm getting married" and her tears were falling down on her face, she cried. I was stoned for a while and quickly got her some tissue papers from the bartender and wiped her tears. It's sad to see your friend who used to be extremely closed to you, cried. She told me she's marrying for the sake to please both of their parents (her mom and her bf's parents). I couldn't believe that this flamboyance lady in front of me was getting married (i thought she'd be the last among all friends). Didn't she tell me she has no more feeling towards her bf? no more intimacy between them?

I supposed I was the first person among her friends knew about her marriage. I asked her "When?", she said it's in July, probably 21st july (it's today). This happened when i started to have feelings to her, there's always something between us but i denied the feeling (wanna clarify that it was just a feeling and the feeling had gone long ago). During the first few months, i'd always seen her crying, whatever things that everyone would tell, i'd already told. What i could do was to be with her and support her. Was wondering which century are we? that parent's planned marriages are still existing. I remembered that night i drove back home, i cried for her for the first time...

Today is her big day, with her beautiful wedding gown... soon becoming someone's wife. I wonder what wedding gown she'll be wearing? Last time she asked if i could spend 1 day free to accompany her to choose her wedding gown. However it didn't happen because both of us were busy. I hope she managed to get herself a very beautiful dress.

I'm not invited to her wedding, maybe she still couldn't forgive me for an incident happened few months ago. It's almost 2 months plus we didn't see each other. I was questioning myself whether i shall text her and congratulate her. Thanks Sher for the advice and i'd decided to text her. Even though our friendship was easily being replaced, i wish her living happily ever after :D