Actually there is a wish I'm always wishing for during my birthdays. I wish I could be spending time with people that means a lot to me. Previous birthdays had given me some bad times that brought me into tears. Last night I went to see S and her gang Cipet, T and J at zouk. Don't know why I wanted to see S so bad even though I had no idea of how to drive to that place and of course I lost in the middle of town just to look for that place (i studied the google map but i failed).
Sometimes I felt awkward hanging out with S and her gang, it's hard sometimes because they've already known each other for long. And most of the time i was the one asking if I could join them. S is a nice girl, she wouldn't reject me... I don't mind if I'm not the favourite one among them but i do really appreciate S for being so kind and friendly to me. I think from now onwards, i will only go out with her if she really wanted me to join.
Last night at zouk was kinda short... I actually got a bit tipsy after some drinks but I hope I could have more time to drink MORE. After leaving, i was emo-ing, calling peoples that used to hurt me... and of course they didn't gimme a damn.
Yesterday was Ying Ling and S birthday. We were celebrating YL birthday at Esquire (while S was celebrating with her colleagues at Paddington). Before we makan, i went to i-canton to buy the piggy buns and asked from the shop next to i-canton to sell me a candle, he doesn't sell so he gave me. After lunch, i tried to finish my work a.s.a.p so that i could join them but i did not receive any calls or sms until i text her. At the end, i didn't have the guts to give her the piggy bun and a box of Anthon Berg chocolate. When i was home, I talked to dawnie, she gave me some advices, yes... some very helpful advices.
Piggy steamed buns:
Photo taken by a photographer (at zouk):
Happy birthdayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!
ReplyDeleteand congratz to fatty gajah!!