Companion(s)

How do you define 'companion'? To me, companion is someone that i'm comfortable with and could spend some time together. They can be my friends or even my guitars (yes, i do play my babies very often). G told me she has a couple of companions. And I kinda envy her for having 2 (c'mon la). As for my case, I don't have a specific one. I would just call up someone that I feel like seeing and hang out together. Sometimes being alone can be kinda pathetic. Plus I'm single and has no specific person that I'm going after. So a companion is pretty important. Companion doesn't necessary has to be someone you adore, it's more to trust and comfort.

Recently I've learnt that some companionships cannot be shared. Especially for a companion that has already had a really good buddy. The buddy will feel threaten and might do whatever it takes to prevent you from being too close to the companion. This is a type of self-defense which can be happened to anyone and even happened to me before. Someone used to steal my companion away, I know how it feels and I'm fine with it after a while. I was thinking, does a companion could be long lasting? Anyway, I do miss my companion sometimes, but I guess things changed.

Had 3/4 glasses of wine and 2 bottles of Heineken, this combination makes me pretty sleepy. Good night world!

p/s: Attended Jasphine & Simon's wedding situated at Janda baik. Argghhh... feel like wanna get married also. Where art thou, my beautiful bride :)