I google it, and I felt bad...

I couldn't believe that I'm involving in such complicated situation.

Silly me googled the situation and the feedbacks for such situation are really bad.

I used to be one of those whom objected about such act.

However I realized that it could happen to anyone, anytime...

Shall I continue sailing or sinking? I wonder...

A recommended website:

http://www.thelesbianquestion.com/

I found this website when I was searching for my 'guilts'.

Seems like I'm not alone, I read thru' and many people had been encountered the same situation.