Either you like/hate me :)

I realized people can be either really like or really hate me for who i am. Majority of them i guess they don't like me that much la, cuz I'm arrogant (outside), but in fact i'm really kind and cute, bwahahahaha (got your puke bag ready?). Sometimes I'm pretty amazed (ya, i use the word amaze cuz i'm surprised) with the reactions/responses that I received from different individuals.

I borrowed a book from my friend, it's about 'body languages'. I'm very interested with this kinda shyt (damn larn yau yeng I know), perhaps i am an observant. I can spend hours looking at people. The way they walk, facial expression and stuff. I remember when I was younger, I like to stalk people thru' the windows (not peeping people shower of cuz), just peeping those malay making out at the car park or the exterior staircase. Ya, behind my house used to be a hot spot for those malay people making out. Okay, this is totally out of the topic. Back to reading body language then... yes, I wanna study people by just looking at their body postures, just to make my statement more firm regarding to people that like/hate me. That book is pretty thick and I read 2 pages before I sleep. I've never been managed to finish a book (except for children story books/magazines/comics). And I want to study that how can a person can like you initially and hate you suddenly out of reason. Also, how can a person who just met you once and assume you're a bad person? or a competitor? or a disaster. I mean I'd encountered such situations. And I also wanna study a person's fake expression, like from the outside, the seems liking you but in fact they fucking hate you and stabbed you from the back. Whoa... I couldn't wait to finish the entire contents from the book man! Okay ciao, it's reading time! :p