DREAM ON YOU DYKE!

First time I saw her, she was just a stranger,

2nd time I saw her, I started to know her name,

3rd time I saw her, we started to share our laughters,

4th time I saw her, I realized i don't dare to look into her eyes.

Perhaps we're just virtual friends and strangers to the real world.

Perhaps you treated everyone equally like how you treated me.

Perhaps it's me who has been thinking too much.

Perhaps we're nothing but ordinary friends.

Do you miss me when you don't see me?

Do you feel happy when I tickle you with jokes?

Do you have the same way like I'm feeling for you?

OR you don't feel anything at all but a plain conversation with me to spare your time.

Even if i'm just a 'communication device' for you to spare your time,

I'm more than willing to do so because I do like you very much.

Don't know why, i feel comfortable sharing my stuff with you,

you can be quite non-sense but I like how you amuse me with your style.

I like to tease you like nobody's business and you responded to it.

However... I begin to realize that, maybe we're just normal friends,

Even my close friends told me " DREAM ON!!! she's not gonna fall for you"

Yes, I begin to realize that maybe it's me who has been thinking too much.

There're so many trees out there that met her criteria,

why would she picks an unnoticeable grass at one dark corner of the jungle.

Unless there's a thing called 'miracle' in this world.

Sighs!

Sorry, if you're only available for men,

I don't have the physical that a man has, but i can make sure you feel secure by my side.

If all girls insisted that love is about physical things, worse comes to worst....

"....I can photoshopped myself into a man by adding mustache and beard"

Ok, this part is only to distract me from my sadness, cuz i'm really sad :(

Today I saw a post, it says "SAD = Single, Available, Desperate",

i guess this is why i'm emotionally sad.
OR maybe it's the Guinness stout