Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Life, Fragile

How can I describe today?
Started sweet, bitter in the middle and dizzy at the end.
My sayang called me for lunch today :D
We ate yu tao mai at batai and after we finished our food,
she said her stomachache, needed to go to the toilet.
I told her to borrow the toilet from the bakery, but she resisted.
Then she forced herself to use the toilet at batai.
After a few minutes, she came out and showed me her cute grumpy face.
I asked her whether it's done but she said 'no'.

She hold her poo poo until we reached KL central,
in the middle of the road, she was struggling and speeding...
I could feel her pain, i sayang her tummy,
it's been so long since the last time sayang her tummy.
I remember I used to sayang her tummy when she got her belly pierced,
sayang her tummy when I was sleeping next to her,
sayang her tummy when she got period pain...
That single touch reminds me a lot of sweet and sad memories.
However I'm glad I could at least see her once a week,
unlike last time, I was only able to see her once for a half year.

After back from lunch, I was sad.
I heard an extremely bad news from my friend.
I promised my friend i would not tell anyone,
but I shared this bad news to my close colleagues as i couldn't hold it any longer.
However I did not tell who that person is because I don't want it to be happened.
I hope the blood test was a mistake...
I hope she is fine.
At that very moment, i suddenly thought of my sayang,
I suddenly felt that i needed her in my life.
I'm not sure bout our future but at this moment... I need her.

At night, I watched 'Inception'...
This is a mind fucking movie, too many things to absorb
Not recommended to watch after a hectic work,
or else you will be ended like me... feeling dizzy.
I guess i need to get a DVD and watch it one more time.
There's something in the movie that I haven't sorted out yet

That's all for tonight.
Good night.

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