I don't know what to write but I guess it's about time to have a body check-up.
I'm a lil' tipsy now but very conscious. I've noticed that my condition has been getting worse which I tried to ignore and avoid when I was sober. It's been some time (i couldn't recall when did it started, maybe half to a year?), i hope it's not critical. Been escaping by quitting smoking (ok, sometimes still take 1 or 2 sticks when hanging out with a bunch of smokers) and going to gym, with hope to cure it by maintaining a good health but it doesn't seem to work. I'm just finding an excuse to avoid. I did not tell anyone about my condition as I was not sure how bad it is.
Everyday, i live in fear... too afraid to accept it. Just now, while driving home... I was aware that I can't live with escaping or keep giving an excuse to myself. I need to love myself for people that i love, especially my family.
I'm a lil' tipsy now but very conscious. I've noticed that my condition has been getting worse which I tried to ignore and avoid when I was sober. It's been some time (i couldn't recall when did it started, maybe half to a year?), i hope it's not critical. Been escaping by quitting smoking (ok, sometimes still take 1 or 2 sticks when hanging out with a bunch of smokers) and going to gym, with hope to cure it by maintaining a good health but it doesn't seem to work. I'm just finding an excuse to avoid. I did not tell anyone about my condition as I was not sure how bad it is.
Everyday, i live in fear... too afraid to accept it. Just now, while driving home... I was aware that I can't live with escaping or keep giving an excuse to myself. I need to love myself for people that i love, especially my family.
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